Christmas And New Year

I had Christmas and i'm gonna have New Year soon... it's fun for christmas and it will be fun for New Year 


thanks to the Group of friends that i've spend time with mainly MELVIN,DESMOND,ALEX, and a few 


others that i did not mention .. 


During christmas ..lets see, i went to shopping with MELVIN at our usual shop PADMINI / PADINI(as we 


called it)..hehehe... don't ask why .. it just comes with the flow .. than christmas dinner i went to aunt 


CONNIE's house which had some major awesome food like lamb, chicken, and lots of free flow alcoholic 


drinks ..with MELVIN,DESMOND and our hostess for the day was JULIANNE...everything was free flow 


but we were responsible youths to consume only a little portion ..hehehe... than mass was ok ...as usual like 


easter dead .. only the crowded youths at one end made it happening . .. hehehe... I also made pizza for the 


first time with out the ready measured portion like in pIzZa Hut.. for supper for family .. i didn't really attended


 it hehehe...sorry .. and than the next day everything went on as normal until i followed my brother to kl where


 i got my TIMBALAND shoe christmas present... thanks alot SHELDON,MUMMY,and,DADDY for it .. 






In About 5 hours time I'll be having my new year mass .. hope everything is as i wished it is .. hehehe... and 


yeah sure i have a new year resolution..but it never seem to work out for the past few years of my life hope 


this year will be a change but still no changes ...for 2011 i'm hoping it will happen...My New Year Resolution 


Is:












For My Past Resolutions To Be Fulfilled 

The Prayer

It seems anyone and everyone is in need of a help from their


 respective religion... No doubt some don't have any.. We still pray 


when in times of needs, trouble, and our ever most famous EXAM


 fever...even to those who say they don't pray at all.. Like me for 


instance...I think back and i feel ashamed... for everyone and 


anyone will pray no matter how sinful he/she is...or even how holy 


they are... Prayer is something we look on when no one in this world


 can help in what ever difficulties we are facing.. like seriously...






Thanks Nic Aw for the prayer...it touch me to the extend of me 


writing a prayer for the others too...and to the others i pray that 


everyone will achieve they goal and may their prayers be answered 


by their respective religion...this is a song for everyone no matter 


what race ,colour,or even gender ...AMEN


P.S. I wanna apologize if this Blog has touch any sensitive issues that may offend you... 


And also i wanna apologize to those whom I've hurt in the past and present... i won't go to future cause I'm taking things step by step...no one is perfect in any way...so may everyone look at each other pass through their imperfections and see them for what they are... thank you...






When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.

And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be,
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be. 

Paintball

Todays Date(12/12/10)...just after a paintball event

 with the crew that i played with the other time 

during night ops... it was really fun .. and it was also

 one of my best .. since in the morning only they 

ahow their real talent and skills .. learn a few new 

tips .. and some new skills too .. hahaha.. thanks to 

them... but everything must come with a price too .. 

a few bleeds and bruises... but I'm proud to say we 

won the game 4-2...everything was real fun .. hope 

to have it again with those guys again .. 

Time Flew

Time really flew ... Now it's december .. Christmas is coming .. I'm 


really in that mood adi...yeeeepiiiii!!!... just after work with 


BrainChild at the astro event .. was really fun though this time really


 felt tired ..but it was really memorable... to me this is the best event


 compared to all the other ... sorry to those who don't like 


comparison...met alot of new and happening friends .. also met a 


new coming up star Christoper(asian Tommy Emmanuel) .. he plays


 exactly like the real one... almost had the chance to meet the real 


TOMMY EMMANUEL in person with a one to one session with 


him .. but due to some problem of late transportation with the Astro 


Kargo it didn't happen... well nevermind maybe next time i'll try my 


best to visit him again when ever i get the chance... after all that 


now back home ...CHILLIN' after a 5 days hard work .. I finally 


seen QUEENSBAY .. yes like seriously... over all the week was a 


fun want .. back to boring life .. hoping christmas come fast and 


stops and 25 for i never want this year to end .. but reality it has to ..








A Lonely Road
Crossed Another
Cold State Line
Miles away
From those I Love
Purpose hard to Find

While I Recall all the World
i Spoke to me
Can't help but wish that
i Was There
back Where I'd love to be..



  

A New Post From Me..

hahahaha...yeeeeepeeeee!!!.... my baby after 2 and a 


half months finally came back .. I would like to 


thank all my friends,bestfriends,uncles,aunties,and 


most of all my mum,dad,and brother ... for helping 


me in this unplanned coincident ... finally everything


 is back to me .. and olso i want to admit that i was a


 lazy ass and I'm really sorry for not listen to all of 


you .. thank you so much .. MY BABY IS BACK .. 


AND RE-UNITED WITH THE BROTHERS

Please..

please hear me out ... you may think I'm a bad person, a 


playboy...just let you know my intentions are good not for the bad of


 mankind ... I'm trying to prove to you all that I'm not the person you


 think I am .. first of all you are not seeing the big picture ...your just


 narrowing your mind to things you want to see ...well let me tell you


 ... things you want to see is for example "you want to listen to 


people from one side...when your suppose to listen to both side 


equally".... things you need to see "some people although you know


 them longer maybe a traitor...people can change overnight ... from a


 good and wonderful friends to an enemy that is needed to vanish from


 this world"... please just give me a chance .. let me prove to you 


that others are wrong ...I believe that I've been through SHITZ that 


you can never imagine .. therefore I like to think I know more about 


life and about the outside world more than you .. so if you're 


planning to do what you did last time and what I think you'll be 


doing...just be prepared for KARMA hits twice harder ...in this case 


I'll make sure karma hits 3 times or more harder than you expect.. so


 please all I'm asking is a single chance .. not alot just abit of trust in me ...thank you




P.S. Imagine no possessions    I wonder if you can 

Killer

YOU ...Yes you , please stop making things worst for everyone ..you

can't even take care of your life you wanna interfere in  other 

peoples life ... The Fuck..your own fucking life is screwed up... you 

wanna screw other people too ... an animal or even an asshhole 

doesn't suite you ... No words can describe people like you...


Another fucker has a fucking know it all problem...since you know 

everything why aren't you in some smart people category...if you 

think you smart than i suggest you go and wash you own fucking

brains...but I can tolerate your fucking smart ass know it all shit ... 

but i can't fucking tolerate your combination of smart ass know it all

with a fucking big and ugly and  lazy attitude...i can't fucking believe

a short amount of distance can make you tired .. how the fuck ... 

some more your so fucking dirty ...please get some help for your self 

and than start to act like your smart than i can accept you.. 

please don't take it personal.. its just how i feel...

AFTER PARTY

hahaha... the week went on so well with starting of one of the most 


inspirational talk given by one of my brother "PETER 


WONG"...truly inspired me and melvin ... we went to kl ... than 


chilling there with the others CHERYLL, IAN, GARETH and 


TENG(gareths maid) ...hahaha we went to one U with astros outfit 


.hahah.. lovely .. everything else was great .. 






The surprise party planned by Gareth,Siew Hui,Teng,Apek and also 


Melvin really... like seriously really gave me a surprise .. videos up 


on facebook ... check it out .. keep in mind that i DIDN'T FARTED 


.. hahaha... I really wanna thank you all for giving me such a 


memorable event ... and thanks to the TGI Friday crew for making it


 even more awesome... back to ipoh now .. drinking with brothers 


and sisters while life takes a toll on me .. For the bottom of my heart 


"I'll Cherish Every Moment I Have With You All...Although I might Be Childish Sometimes"






I'm One Year Older 




Daaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Fug!!!!

Slow

Lifes been rather slow this week .. all I do is eat sleep eat sleep .. 

damn lazy wanna go out ... just feel like time 

should pass quickly to the happening moments.. and also hope that 

time can stop at the happening events for I  

don't want it to end that fast .. 

Already made up my mind on where and what to do with my life ..

 clearly I have alot to learn but no point in 

pressuring me to do so ...for I need my own time to adjust with the 

sudden change of lifes challenge .. 

I hope you understand ...and i'm not mad at you or even holding 

grudge on you .. it's just that I will try my 

best 

to reach that level ..just at my own pace .. thank you for making me 

realize that KARMA really does hits you 

Twice harder .. for that i state my word for never touching the

 sensitive issues anymore...for those whom I've

 hurt ..please forgive me... I'll no longer be who I am last time ..  

Latest Update...

This blog is dedicated to NICHOLAS AW KIM VEE who is

 so blind that he can't see any of my latest updates... Noob him .. 

thanks for the lift back really had a great time fighting with you 

hahaha... and yeah i have to admit you drive very well now 

compared 

to last time ... see you again tonight ... no need pillow talk cause it 

always ends up with a backfires of "FUCK YOU" ... hahaha .. chow 

..peace out bro 

DEEPAVALI's At Bani's

Had a really wonderful and awesome time with my brother's Melvin, 


Desmond, Bani... in sitiawan,lumut,pangkor celebrating 


DEEPAVALI...the places was nice ...the food was just superb... 


compliments to the CHEF ... when shopping at JUNKERS ...bought 


a few items ... and admired a few stuff .. mainly bikers bag , stickers


and olso smoking pipe for desmond .. hahahaha... overall, i wished i 


to repeat this moment again and again and again .. if possible more 


but than i think 3(three) times is more than enough .. cause we all 


might die from desmond farting tooo much .. hahaha... the pictures 


below ..show how much fun we had ... thanks and peace out 

AFTER PARTY

haihzzz... after paintball(my previous blog) when back and chill the


 whole week...than on thursday went for HALLOWEEN party and 


UTAR ... was fucking freakingly awesome... too bad the others 


didn't stayed long enough ...had a fucking awesome EMCEE's 


(MELVIN,DESMOND,BANI JR. and CAREENA)...the dance was 


nice the costume was very cool ... and the crowd was going wild ... 


after that back home in ipoh ...went for badminton with my brother 


and mother .. body having a lot of pain...but still had to continue and


 the paintball event...NIGHT OPS .. which was fucking awesome .. 


too many happening activities ... today back to the normal  life 


which kinda feels fuck up since a long week of enjoyment... body 


pain ...flu...sore troat .. haihzzz ...i'm getting sick again .. haiyo .. i 


think it's best to calm down ....chill again some other time ...chow

Paintballs

Paintballs was sooooo freaking fuckingly AWESOME... hope to do


 that again with the gang .. Apek, Mun yee, 


Victor, Peikyi, Chris, Siew 


Hui, J-J Lam, Gareth, Melvin, and 


Melvin... hahaha... had a real 


awesome time... no hard feelings k guys and girls . it's all part of the 


game .. haha... when wanna do that again .. hope to have a great 


time again .. A.S.A.P.    




Ps. pictures are with CHRIS .. so far haven't upload yet ..hahaha... 


PEACE OUT

I'm Fine

It's ok ... I understand why everything is cut off... false hope is the worst thing to happen .. I finally understood both parties...I'm sorry if I ever made you feel uncomfortable around me .. forgive me ... I'll back down from whatever that i was after ...including what ever i wanted .. I'm just hoping that i can turn back the time .. since i can't I'm just hoping that everything is forgotten, erase,and left along .. I'll move on ... and i hope we'll meet some day again ...and that never to bring up the past .. but enjoy what the future brings us ..

AwEsOmE

Time flies and it's already monday ... had a real fun and tired time 


with the gang 


Nicholas,Victor,Melvin,Kevin,Cheeky,


Gareth,Pinto...lucky no sun-


burn...working for ASTRO ROADSHOW,..had some 


problems .. but


 manage to settle before it became big .. thank god.. i hate problem 


...super fun ...now as it ends i feel like a lifeless idiot..came back all 


sleep ...than night went temple meet Mun Yee,Apek,and her 


brother...tonight i think same plan la ..  working on wednesday ... 


having a headache just thinking bout it .. next trip Penang... i'm sure 


we'll have a wonderful time there ... IMY

I miss you

my MAC when are you coming back .. i miss you so


 freaking much ... i haven't seen you for 2 months 


adi .... i'm still waiting for the one fine day where i 


can take you where ever i go ... to college ....to 


vacation .. to see others places and olso to meet your


 brothers again ... they are all missing you also .. the


 fun they had still haven't been completed without 


you .. please if you can hear me .... i want you back 


.. A.S.A.P. .... faster plz plz plz ... 

life ...

thingz didn't go as i planned it to be ... fuck up life i'm having right 


now .. i wish i can just turn back the clock where i didn't meet you ..


 or can even fix things up ... now everything is too late... 


 ...tomorrow or the day after or next week or next month


 or even next year won't be any different than today ... 

“A sad thing in life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.”

BrOtHeRs FoR LiFe

We live as brothers...ride as brothers ... drive as brothers...travel as 


brothers ... work as brothers...and forever will be brothers... 

Chee Ki Shen

Melvin Aaron Navin

Nicholas Aw Kim Vee

Kevin Nathan

Gareth Ho Yuen Shen

Victor Dang Bang Bin

Joel Stefan Pinto

John Benny

Arul Isaac

BROTHER'S FOR LIFE...won't break the bond  and never will ... 

work ...

Sometimes i just hate work ... esspecially the times

when al my friends can enjoy and i have to stay and

work .. haihzzz .. another reason is when the

manager set the schedule late... and never let us

know what time we working ... makes me mad ...

like this morning .. everyday i work morning ..

suddenly she put me closing never tell me .. i got up

early for no fucking reason .. for that i ain't going

work at night .. wasted all my time ..

had so much fun

wow weee.... yesterday i had so much fun chit

chating with MELVIN,MUN YEE,SOCK

TENG,APEK...was chilling at McD earlier than go

meet up with the others at Paparich(might be our

next chill out spot instead of McD).. chillling chit

chatting than urgent to apek house to continue the

FAMOUS pillow-talk ... almost everyones secrets

came out .. except one guy .. his forever keeping all

his secrets .. avoiding personal question by playing

computer ... buat tak tau la .. NO FUN la he ... we

all should have another pillow talk without him .. i

feel shy cause he always hear our secret but never

tell his .. hehehehehe...than followed Sock Teng

back home ..than send mun yee home.. than i also

go home sleeep adi .. hehehehe ..

SOOOOOOOOOOO FUN yesterday

Ipoh...

Reach ipoh adi .. feeling kindda sad .. cause i had so much fun with

GARETH,MELVIN,CHERYLL,IAN,BOOCHIE(sooooo Cute) in

KL ..I wanna thank aunty ANN for allowing us to crash there for a

night even though GARETH didn't inform here bout us(Melvin,Me)

 coming down there .. haihzzz ... Gareth!!Gareth!!...thats just

him ...We had a really wonderful dinner that night .. Aunty Ann you

really can cook .. really like the awesome food.. thanks again ...

while dinner we gave Cheryll a surprise .. she thought we were

IAN'S frenz... hahahaha... And Boochie ... you can talk ... i like

that .. haha still as cute as always .. hehehe .. hope to see them soon

 again ... thanks everyone ..

.                                         I had an AWESOME TIME

had a really nice time hanging out with MELVIN and FARAH and

ARUL .. the whole time i was being Insulted by them .. fell

Soooooooooooooooooooo EMO... before that had a real struggle

finding FARAH house ... since it's inside a jungle .. or maybe a

normal place only i don't know the place ... but everything was

good ...Hope to have it again with FARAH before I leave to KDU ..

and definately with the GG team before we all go back to our

respective lives...

NOW I'M FEELING DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN EMO!!!!!  I wish that none of this have to end at all...

 "I MISS YOU ALL"

Pillow talk ...

had a really great time yesterday with Chee Ann,Mun Yee,Sock

Teng,Melvin,Arul,Apek...at strawberry moment .. sorry update

today cause today morning work ... so have to sleep .. back to the

topic ... had a great time .. i said it again .. cause it was really

great ... no doubt we still feel the missing presents of

Victor,Nicholas,Gareth... had tough time plannig for our

next big

trip.. finally got the proper answer ...and decided to go PENANG..

so Penang please get ready for us although we are

UNPREDICTABLE.. hahaha... after the "moment" place... we went

to McD... at Medan Gopeng... ME,Melvin,Mun Yee,and Arul ... we

had of ever famous pillow talk but we up it another standard to

McD talk ... hahaha... after everything went home and sleep .. i

know it sounds boring .. but trust me the FUN was there ... will be

much better if victor and nicholas was there including gareth ..




P.S. To My Brothers From A Different

Mother VICTOR,MELVIN,GARETH,CHEEKY,NICHOLAS,PINTO...

can't wait to hit the road
 to KEDAH

and shake it down with you

all .. PEACE OUT

starbuckz...

Chilling at STARBUCKS...




like i said earlier ... today is a really weird

day ...got nothing to do so come here chill la ... i

love the

chocolate chip frappucino.. damn nice... chilling

 here with arul ... while melle is at Indulgence ...

 waiting for

him to finish work ...

At Home...

i dunno why but today just seems a little weird ...

EVery one is asking me why i never talk much

today ...

i just don't know why .. i think i lost the mood of

talking adi .. sorry my brothers at work i just don't

know why i didn't talk much today ...tomorrow i

come back work .. than see whether i got talk or

not ......

i finally know how it feels ...

MELVIN,VICTOR,MUN YEE,CHEE ANN,

NICHOLAS,WEN XIAN...


i finally know how you all feel when you all got a

good result and can carry on for DEGREE...

I damn happy now .. feel so high now .. hahaha ..


I FINALLY GOT A GOOD RESULT IN MY BM

NOW ... OFF TO COLLEGE .. I'M SAD FOR


LEAVING TO ANOTHER END OF THE

EARTH ...AND I'M OLSO SAD FOR LEAVING

MY  PIZZA FRIENDS .. GOTTA ENJOY WITH

THEM THIS YEAR INCLUDING THE GG

TEAM...


NEXT YEAR ... HAIHZZZZ SAD JUST

THINKING BOUT IT ..


JUST WANNA THANK GOD FOR HELPING

ME IN MY EXAM .. AMEN ...

Muvie...

Today i went work at 9 something cause waiting for

 manager to pick me up since i got no bike ... bike

still at the shop ... no bloody spare part la ..

asshole ... than after work went for muvie with arul

and his friend "ANGEL"...watched the show

something to do with OWLS being a guardian....

can't really remember the name la .. anyway it was

fun ...nice 3D movie .. after that went meet melvin

and alex at field for a while ... now back home

wanna sleep tomorrow working in the morning ..

chow ...

DRUNK

What the FUCK ... today got up so early dunno what to do ...cannot

sleep go down one can of beer layan abit than sleep again ... than

later got up again ... work ...AT WORK ... my friend bought

 medicine water for another guy who is sick ... i thought i was

juice ... i drink so much until i vomit ..than straight got drunk

again .. went back home... sleep gao gao until now ... still feel the

 hangover but have to be steady abit ... must berlakon infront of my

parents. hahahaha ... i DAMN bad ...

To Chee Ann,Nicholas Aw,Brother Dang Bang Bin...

ALL YOUR RECENT BLOG ARE FANTASTIC

haaaaaa.... MEMORIEZ

Spend the last few days enjoying with

VICTOR,MUN YEE,NICHOLAS(the secret

guest...NOT!!!

HEHEHE),MELVIN,GARETH,CHEE

ANN,APEK,not forgetting the new

friend..CHRIS...we all had so much fun chilling ...

 giving surprises and all .. night time PILLOW

talk .. i won't forget that .. including next day

TABLE talk .. hahaha .. just wanna apologise to

GARETH .. I'm Sorry ... that you have to go

through those kind of problem .. had fun during

MuN YeE b'day dinner .. hahaha .. nice surprise to

them from NICHOLAS .. now back to work ..

damn boring .. I'm really considering

FOUNDATION... just not sure whether because it's

 cheap or because it's near my friends... still trying

to figured out that .. i think it's a bit of both la ..

Please pray for my brother GARETH and ME....

God bless guide us to the right direction... AMEN...